so it’s not so much i need some weed as it is i really, really want some weed.
it’s been over a month since i’ve smoked and let me tell ya. i fucking miss it. like nothing else. it’s like i’ve been in a haze of depression since i stopped smoking weed. my sex drive is down. i’m not writing. it’s like i just don’t care.
isn’t that the opposite of what not smoking weed is supposed to do for you? i’ve not been drinking near as much either, but that just makes me want to smoke weed that much more.
i swear i could give up booze if i could just smoke whenever i wanted. i mean, damn. i love smoking weed. i truly believe it enhances my life.
since i’ve not been smoking i’ve been lazy. i’ve not gone to the gym. i’ve not done nothing. i guess maybe i might be a little sharper at my job. but i don’t fucking enjoy it. i’m wishing every minute i had some weed to smoke when i got off. i used to love going to the movies stoned.
now i could care less.
i loved getting stoned and playing my bass. now i just kinda go over my lines and that’s about it.
this is bullshit.
but whatever.
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